Silence. Confusion. Dilemmas. I am from all over and nowhere. The guilt towards my parents, who think I abandoned my country. The joy what I feel every time I […]
Terrifying. Exhausting. Sweaty palms. Panic attacks. God, why do everybody asks me what’s next? Isn’t it obvious that if I would know what’s next I would be telling it to […]
Everything is a first. There are no seconds. There are no thirds. There are only firsts. Firsts have the juice. Firsts have the passion. Firsts have the thirst and the […]
Drink was served. Then Food was served. Then drink again. Oh, and newspapers were served. And with each service the smile was less. Both on the giver and the taker, and vice versa.
Then they asked for the junk. And there was no smile anymore anywhere.
‘Madam, you will be randomly selected.’
Not knowing what it means – and even if I would have known, it simply wouldn’t change a thing – I stepped out to the right and tried it again. By this time, I felt very diligent and somewhat important. Or rather outstanding. I don’t recall wearing anything more any more than a plain jeans and a T-shirt. I got red light once again.
It’s been six months since I left New York and my freely authentic persona with it. During these months, I behaved like an addict. Yes, an addict who would need […]
People are not stupid; they just learn to act like that. I refuse to encourage stupidity. I came to New York to fly high. I came to New York to […]
Can you imagine the feeling of explosion? Do you know that pain around your lower stomach? Do you know the pressure when each ‘one more minute’ gives a kick to your bladder? Do you […]
OK, it is official. The scarf-hat-gloves season has arrived. New York has officially got cold. Like it or not, it had to happen at one point, isn’t it? Soon we […]
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I woke up moody today. No special reason, except for a bad dream, which kept chasing me even after I forced to…