Silence. Confusion. Dilemmas. I am from all over and nowhere. The guilt towards my parents, who think I abandoned my country. The joy what I feel every time I […]
Terrifying. Exhausting. Sweaty palms. Panic attacks. God, why do everybody asks me what’s next? Isn’t it obvious that if I would know what’s next I would be telling it to […]
Everything is a first. There are no seconds. There are no thirds. There are only firsts. Firsts have the juice. Firsts have the passion. Firsts have the thirst and the […]
‘Madam, you will be randomly selected.’
Not knowing what it means – and even if I would have known, it simply wouldn’t change a thing – I stepped out to the right and tried it again. By this time, I felt very diligent and somewhat important. Or rather outstanding. I don’t recall wearing anything more any more than a plain jeans and a T-shirt. I got red light once again.
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Yesterday I was told not to write for free anymore. So I decided to pay myself a coffee after each blog entry.
Can you imagine the feeling of explosion? Do you know that pain around your lower stomach? Do you know the pressure when each ‘one more minute’ gives a kick to your bladder? Do you […]
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I woke up moody today. No special reason, except for a bad dream, which kept chasing me even after I forced to…
Really, truly, desperately starving. Craving for food. Dying for real food. During my previous US trips I was a convenient tourist with dine-outs, hotel breakfasts; absolutely negligent towards the food-factor […]