Silence. Confusion. Dilemmas. I am from all over and nowhere. The guilt towards my parents, who think I abandoned my country. The joy what I feel every time I […]
Terrifying. Exhausting. Sweaty palms. Panic attacks. God, why do everybody asks me what’s next? Isn’t it obvious that if I would know what’s next I would be telling it to […]
Everything is a first. There are no seconds. There are no thirds. There are only firsts. Firsts have the juice. Firsts have the passion. Firsts have the thirst and the […]
Drink was served. Then Food was served. Then drink again. Oh, and newspapers were served. And with each service the smile was less. Both on the giver and the taker, and vice versa.
Then they asked for the junk. And there was no smile anymore anywhere.
‘Madam, you will be randomly selected.’
Not knowing what it means – and even if I would have known, it simply wouldn’t change a thing – I stepped out to the right and tried it again. By this time, I felt very diligent and somewhat important. Or rather outstanding. I don’t recall wearing anything more any more than a plain jeans and a T-shirt. I got red light once again.