Silence. Confusion. Dilemmas. I am from all over and nowhere. The guilt towards my parents, who think I abandoned my country. The joy what I feel every time I […]
Terrifying. Exhausting. Sweaty palms. Panic attacks. God, why do everybody asks me what’s next? Isn’t it obvious that if I would know what’s next I would be telling it to […]
‘Madam, you will be randomly selected.’
Not knowing what it means – and even if I would have known, it simply wouldn’t change a thing – I stepped out to the right and tried it again. By this time, I felt very diligent and somewhat important. Or rather outstanding. I don’t recall wearing anything more any more than a plain jeans and a T-shirt. I got red light once again.
It’s been six months since I left New York and my freely authentic persona with it. During these months, I behaved like an addict. Yes, an addict who would need […]
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Yesterday I was told not to write for free anymore. So I decided to pay myself a coffee after each blog entry.
OK, it is official. The scarf-hat-gloves season has arrived. New York has officially got cold. Like it or not, it had to happen at one point, isn’t it? Soon we […]
Really, truly, desperately starving. Craving for food. Dying for real food. During my previous US trips I was a convenient tourist with dine-outs, hotel breakfasts; absolutely negligent towards the food-factor […]